You know what? Our dean nearly didn’t give me the permission to take this ‘oh-so-very-important’ exam and to think that I’m already enrolled in this …. Let’s just call ‘reinforcement center’ lol. To cut the long story short, they allowed me to take this exam. So I was so happy about it. :) I shed galloons of tears because of this. Sooooo i really have to give my best-est (best of the best) shot!!!!!!!!

We have Korean neighbors and I hate them!!! WHY?? Because they are ignoring. me Hahahaha just kidding. My friend and I who are dying to have a convo with a Korean just made a stupid move to get their attention. Since it was my idea, I can say that it was very stupid and since it was very stupid , it was a FAILURE. Anyway I just console myself by saying this “ it’s not our time yet to meet them. So just be patient”. You know what? (again) The place where we eat lunch is full of hanguk saram (wahahahahahaha) and we are enjoying that beautiful view from our table as we[ drool over them] ay mali... as we savour our food pala. Lol I don't really hate them. The truth is I hate myself. Alam mo yun? abot kamay na wala pa akong magawa?!??? Di ba kainis? nakaka FRUSTRATE as verbalized by Venus.

Ohlalala we had our graduation on March 28. :] Some might have enjoyed it but me? Not really. The venue was hot [ puwede ka ng magpainit ng tubig dun tapos lagyan mo ng kape..instant coffee na uy!), my feet were aching because of wearing that 2 inches hill shoe. (eeekkk I don’t wear those kinds of footwear. I prefer bare feet.. hahahahaha biro lang. I usually wear flat footwear) our parents were not with us when we received our diploma handed by our dean. [Anyway their reasonon for doing so was practical] Another one when I received mine, we went home immediately because the following day I ‘ll be going back to Baguio and my class shall start at 6:30 a.m. -_-

From April 2 to 8, the four of us, Eunice, Ruby , Venus and I were in a lot of stress. Something unexpectedly happened and as much as I want to share it with you I’m not allowed to do it. If I tell you I’m dead. My patience was also put into test. I think my head was gonna explode! When we were in the car, I again cried and asked God to help me control my anger. I am not pretending to be good . Ysai is just a person who does not want to disappoint her friends, a person who hates chaos, a living organism who is not blessed with an Einstein-like-IQ but is not dumb to feel that someone needs my help. I’m trying to build a ‘chaos-free’ (if there is such thing as chaos-free) relationship, giving my best effort in understanding people around me but it seemed like they don’t give their efforts in understanding me.

{as if naman mababasa niya to. anyway i will still post this message..eto na nga posted na hahahaha}