Thursday, February 5, 2009
LOTS OF HUHUHU

These past days I’ve been locking myself in a room full of bitterness and sadness… Yesterday I had the courage to wake up from my dreams. Realization came to me that I should not have acted as if ‘we’ had a romantic relationship well for in fact it was simply a plain sister-brother relationship. Bla bla bla I was just thinking too much that in just a blink of an eye my heart got excited. I was overjoyed with all the attention he was giving me during those times we were still working together. I still remember whenever he stands beside me, he lays his hands on my shoulders, he chats with me, and calls me with this honorific word ‘ate’ I am in high spirits! Those simple gestures become special when he does it . =) I liked him and I was really really looking forward that he’ll like me too like the way I do even though I know for sure that I’m not his type LOL. Anyway I saw a picture of him with his girlfriend and the girl was beautiful. Her eyes are like those of his and I have noticed that they have similarity with the features of their faces. She is like a female version of him. I just had to give up dreaming about him since I really think that he loves her and compared to her I am absolutely nothing. I will just keep it to myself this feeling I have for him or probably bury it 6 feet under the ground. (that’s what I’m trying to do now and I am really having a hard time doing this. I don’t know until when this feeling will stay in my tiny heart).

Ok done with my drama. Time to study.
Take care. Nobody knows when will I post again. Thanks for visiting my blog every now and then. Love you all!

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Thursday, January 8, 2009
Review and Madness and Ka-highblood

REVIEW

Hello everyone !*with a smile on my face* I’m back but this is not for good. Our class was just lucky to have 3 days vacation because tomorrow our instructor will be going to Laoag and we won't be having review this weekends so I’m taking this chance to update my playground. Though she left us something to do we worked on it right after we were dismissed. =) Next week will be a busy week for us again . I would probably be updating this once a week and of course visit yours! =)

I was sick! Yeah Saturday morning when I woke up, my condition worsened but still I went for my review. I already had sweater but I was still shivering inside the room… Whooooo it was so cold there (for me) even if they had already adjusted the temperature. So there I was with my arms wrapped on my body to warm myself while listening to the speaker but after an hour I decided to just sleep. My brain was no longer in the mood to study. XD The next day I was absent. I called my friend to ask how was the review

Me: O kumusta yong review. Ako lang ba absent?

Friend: Di a. Mas marami ngang absent ngayon kesa kahapon. Wala nagabsent kami ng hapon.

Me: Ows? Mga sira! Sigurado gagawa mga absent ng letter of explanation. Diba gaya nung last review maraming absent kaya nagpa LE sila?

So came Monday at the hospital and the said review was their topic. They said that all those who were absent last sat and sun shall write a letter of explanation to be passed this week. Should be signed ‘daw’ by the Dean or OIC. Sabi ko nga kung kelan gagraduate na ngayon pa nagkarecord.

Anyway those who were absent in our section decided not to write a letter of explanation but you know what, I’m quite nervous for doing this. XD I’ll just pray that they would just let this issue freely be blown by the wind and be forgotten.

MADNESS

I was punching my friend’s thigh and at the same time squealing at him “naiingit akoooooo!” when he was telling us about his sister’s boyfriend who is actually my ever first crush when I stepped in to college. I envy his sister for having a sweet chinky eyed handsome boyfriend who is secretly in drag racing. I envy his sister for having my crush. I’m happy for them but at the same time jealous and hurt. Hahahaha I’ll probably become an Old Maid. Rawr!


KA-HIGHBLOOD

The guy who did not call me just texted me tonight and he said he misses me. KALOKOHAN! Wag ako ang utuin niya ano? If he really misses me he should do something. He should not just text me. I still hold a grudge against him for what he did to me! Arggggghhhhhhh.....

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Friday, December 26, 2008
Just dates...

12.23.08

That night when my grandmother was watching her favorite drama, when my brother was so focused playing MU, when the stars were silently shining on their own, when everyone was just doing their own thing there I was at my room sitting on my bed waiting for my phone to ring. Yeah it did ring. I had a message from my ‘friend’. He said Merry Xmas. So I answered back with the same words plus a ‘too’ at the end. Next he asked me if I was already asleep and if I was waiting for him to give me a ring. I told him no that I was watching tv but in fact I was just there in my room silently listening to the audio coming from the television while I was impatiently waiting for his call. Then he said he was sorry for he fell asleep. So I said okay, it’s fine. Then we had a little chitchat and told me that HE WILL JUST CALL ME TOMORROW.

12.24.08

Morning I was awaken by my phone. Oh message. Greetings from him. I didn’t reply him. Then later this afternoon he again texted me the same thing. SO I was like “Yeah I understand that it would be christmas after midnight but does he have to text me the same things all over again?" Imagine same text from same person? Annoying… It could have been better if it was an I LOVE YOU message.. (bohooooo ambisyosa!) I’ve waited till 12 midnight. No call came. Ahmmkay! I have prepared myself to be disappointed but I can’t help but complain. Pssshhh better if he didn’t make a promise. Grrrrrrr

I was hoping and hoping and hoping but none of those hopes happened. I have already ignored my pride and yeah this was my prize. Next time I’ll be wiser. I don’t want to do the same mistake again in my life.

Oh btw we had a history of this ‘friend’.

12.25.08

Merry Christmas to everyone! Though we are having scarcity of funds I’m glad that we still managed to prepare something as we welcome the birth of Christ and even though my father was not around I still enjoyed this event… somehow. =(

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
W:PF / Pangangapit bahay / Yiheee! / Gifts

Wanted: Perfect Family

Before I went to my bestfriend’s house I first watched Wanted: Perfect Family (Okay here I go again with me talking about this series Lol.) and I was sooo happy to see hee chul in the screen. Wahahahahaha his dubbed voice was kinda weird. Different from his real voice. [Mamang mama ang boses]. I don’t know why I was acting weird/OA that I giggle whenever chulla’s face was on the screen. I guess an effect of my two months hiatus in watching SJ videos? Yeah I guess hadn't fed my SUJU addiction for a while. I’m not saying that I’ll die if I won’t be able to have a DVD copy of this but since a Super Junior member is here plus the story was kinda wacky which I actually enjoy watching I’ll look for a Captain Hook DVD copy of this. hehehehe


Pangangapit Bahay

So when the show was over I went to her house to give the cake that I bought last night Since I have always gone to their house with empty hands [=p Lalala ang sama ano? ] I decided to give something Hehe. There I entered , she handed me her gift. She’s very thoughtful she never fails to give me something whenever it’s my birthday, valentine or christmas. I’m quite guilty . Why? Didn’t give her anything this year. XD

Ok she gave me a blanket with doraemon prints and it’s a perfect timing since the temperature drops at night till dawn. I’m not sure if they are called flash cards but the squared box there contains cards with quotes about friendship written on it and the red one (her b-day gift to me) which contains undies.

Friendship Thank You!



Yihee


While I was working on this entry my phone rang for about 2 seconds. “hmmm…sino naman kaya to?” I picked up the phone tknow who it was. It was my ‘friend’. So I texted him, “Nagparing ka ata…bakit?” he replied “Gusto lang sana kitang makausap” then my fingers were so fast to text him “Ah ganun ba? Bat di mo tinuloy”. Answered back “maya na lang kita tawagan. Namimiss kasi kita”. So ako naman “cge..*with smiley* wahahahaha love love has come my way!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yiheeee!


I’m waiting for his call. If he doesn’t call then fine.*with raised eyebrows* Lol. (taray effect pero sa totoo lang disappointed din)

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Gifts


Oh by the way here's a gift I received from Kimiie

and grabbed this from Jhie



Thanks a lot!
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I have lots of things to do tomorrow.
1. Clean my room. Parang binagyo!
2. Clean the house. Tinamaan ng bagyo at tsunami. Sobra! XD
3. Visit our 'Ma'am' together with my best friend.
4. Wash my clothes. Natamabakan na'ko.


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